Spirit (Comforter) has been showing me, at a deeper level than before, that what I often still think of as myself is an illusion…and a self-deception. My god, ego runs deep; it seems like a bottomless pit! Yet the Way to Depth is Compassion: the more compassion that is me, the deeper I see…and Am.

It is a misconception to blame others for anything; we only do a reverse number on ourselves. The world (ego) is imperfect (partial), and always will be by itself (ego-centered). But we are really Nonego, the Totality of Being, that is, Being wholly Within Ourself, Nonliteral, purely Spiritual, and thus nothing remains permanent outside the Totality of Being. Therefore Such (Wholeness of Energy-Consciousness) Is the innermost Being of all that is, and to the degree that we confront, penetrate, understand, and by that understanding Awareness (Spirit discerning),  resolve the attachment to and conflict with our own separate identity, we Are Free!

This psychological process, which I call the “Way of the cross”, was taught as far back as to the beginnings of ancient Egypt, and is older than the stories in the Old Testament of the Bible. And it was understood, even back then, that we are all potentially Christ Jesus, called in the Osiris cult the “Double Horus” or God in man.

The character of Jesus in the gospel story symbolizes the need for each of us to come Alive in Spirit (Christ/Horus), and fulfill this living process (Principal of Life) through our own existence on earth, entering fully Into Self  (Intuself), Intuconsciousness, Into the Oneness (Wholeness/Totality of Being) that we Are. In this sense, we psychologically die for the sins of the world (mankind), that is, to our own collective ego. Only then does the outside world mirror the inside Reality (Nonego) that Rests as our true Nature and innermost Being.